abt bestfrens who see rite thru you

i have this best fren(haha, at this pt, ppl wld be asking me: which one?). i call him fifi. he was real nice and all, gives great advice and was quite funny. the problem is with the word 'was'. as in PAST TENSE. nowadays, he's basically not-there. i seldom see him... we never talk... we dun even acknoledge(is dat wrongly spelled?) each other when we meet on those really, really seldom occasions. in fact, he sees rite thru me...
now, with any other fren, i cldnt have cared. but we're bestfrens... at least he did say we'r bestfriends... YES, he was the one who suggested it in the first place. so WAT IS THE PROBLEM? i dun understand! wen i said hi to him the other day... he looked so nervous... it was as if he wished dat he was anywhere but infront of me.  i msged him the other day... and he didnt even rpl. i just asked him to watch a movie with my fren and me, just wanted two of my close frens to get to know each other, just wanted him to celebrate my birthday with us... and he cldnt even return my msg, even to say 'i cant make it'. is it not common courtesy? but instead, he left me waiting for his non-existent reply. he didnt ven wish me happy burfdae.
so... if your name is HAFIZ BIN ZULFAKI, yes, you've hurt me, no, we're not best frens and not seeing you again wld be such a blessing.

prom... so now what?

arghhh!!! i've decided to go for prom... the thing is... im goin STAG!!! can u imagine??? arghhh!!! this is really crappy... maybe i might not go afterall... but... its prom. hmm... i really cant go alone! dat really symbolises losership...n, no im no loser. maybe i shld just 4get abt it totally? but its prom...(do i sense repetition here...?) i can go with my classmates... i mean... dats wat they're planning to do aniway but... haizzz. at least its better than ntg.

my cute nephew and his even cuter aunt

my nephew is sooooo cute. his name is Ahmad Ryzal(pronounced as 'rai'zal). notice dat i didnt include the father's name? hahaz. lets just say we dun get along well. so aniway, my nephew is so cute. he gets mad when people dun talk to him and play with him. he likes sweet things... thus he loves eating his cough syrup.
oh, he watches tv... alot. his smile is so ... pure. its like he's really, really happi coz along with that smile are his twinking eyes. he likes to drink pear juice so much dat at times he refuses to drink anythink else. like milk. can u imagine dat a 4-mth-old has preference on food???  he kicks around alot and his baby language is so cute!!! hahaz. aniway, as cute as he is... IM CUTER!!! :P

mAts, minAhs and the possibility of a new kind of holocaust.

i hate mats

i hate minahs

i just cant stand them. i mean reeeeeeeeeally. urgh. here i m in the yj library, n believe me, there everywhere. when the year started, there is suddenly a heavy influx of malays... no, i dun have anything against malays generally. i like the culture, the food and yada yada. i love myself. but i really, really can NOT stand a majority of the population which label themselves (willingly or not) a mat slash minah slash both.

but the real big wonder is wat IS the definition of a mat-minah culture? who is in, and who's just an ordinary, malay, human being? in this, i m totally lost. wat i do know is dat wen u spot one, u'll definately know. is it the look? the distinctive odour maybe?
hmm, someone really has got to start on a website. yes they are interesting. is it not interesting, how one squeezes his feet through that tiny hole at the end of his jeans?

anyway, as i was saying i hate them. and i did alot of thinking lately, you know, search deep inside to reason out wat the real reason behind this animosity is. does the problem lie with them, or just me. so, after much soul-searching, i came to a reasonable enough conclusion, i'm just fine and this mat-minah people should be STAMPED OUT completely. before they start taking over the world.

stamping out... hmm... nothing to drastic... maybe a few gas chambers here and there... throw in a few ghettos where they can slowly yet surely die out. maybe they wld start eating each other out of starvation... that'll be much more entertaining television then survivor, anytime.

YEAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

im finally gonna watch spidey!!! hahaz. the show is at 330. yeah!!! just a few more minutes n ill be reunited with my one and onli!!! NO, not doc oct. tobey is such a hunk eh?
yaya, i sound like a total bimbo... but we all have our bimboish moments allrite???

sheesh

i mean reAlly... i cant believe i was dat sappy on the last post... totally out of character that one. sheesh. it will totally tarnish my ice cold reputation. urgh. and really you ppl. only comment sappy postings... see, dats really the outcome of watching too much bollywood.